tomorrow is the day, and i’m really sick! i don’t know what to do. :(
My life is about to change. I only have 12 days left of comfort. It’s time for me to face new challenges and gain some interesting experiences. However, I’m a little bit anxious and scared. What if i commit a mistake? What if that mistake can ruin someone’s life? or even worst what if it ended his/her life? I can’t stop asking myself these questions. I don’t know if I have the confidence to push through this next chapter of my life. I want to move forward, but my feet are glued to the ground.
I’m suppose to go visit my grandma’s house, see my relatives, and celebrate with them my cousin’s high school graduation. Unfortunately, things didn’t turn out well. The celebration was move to Friday which means our plan was cancelled. I don’t plan on going home early today, so I ended up in an internet shop, which I regretted. Not only I have to experienced a very slow internet connection, but the shop was full of annoying, noisy, guys talking about some games. They were talking very loud like they owned the place. I can’t wait to leave the place, but I have to stay for another hour because it would be a waist of money if I don’t finished the remaining 1 hour. Since the connection is too slow, I lost interest on the internet and decided to play “Angry Birds” and “Feeding Frenzy” to kill time. I still have 10 minutes left, but I can’t wait to get out of there, so I decided to leave. Then, before going home, I bought some fried chicken skin at a vendor and ate 4 sticks to cheer myself up.
Although, my day wasn’t good, at least I got what I want, and that is the “Chicken Skin”. I know it’s not healthy, but I still like it. <3